~Wonderfully Blessed~

25th of January ‘07

Sorry for not updating you diary. I’ve been so busy and depressed lately. School is horrible and I’m not sure whether I’ll get to like it or not. Everything is so blur and hectic. The people there are so different and some are ‘weird’ too. Not all of the students are warm. They usually stick to their groups and don’t like accepting new friends. Today, I sat in the cafeteria with Chelsey and her friends, but it was awkward because I was a stranger to them. The group that sits next to us are the orchestra group. They’re the ones that stick to their group. The girl who sits next to me in orchestra is so cold that she didn’t really wanted me to sit with her on the first day but she said I could when I asked her. At last, they went without me! They’re so cruel! Haihz, I dunno whether I’ll be brave enough to buy food in the cafeteria or not. I pray and hope that some angel would come and help through all my problems in school. Anyways, I had a great time when my school did not start last week. I went shopping with Cassandra and Alicia and I bought all the nice and necessary things. However, every happy moment that I have is ruined by my crazy school life. They’re so unreceptive of a Asians like me. There’re too much discrimination in this school. How I pray that some leader will ban these discrimination from the face of the earth. I have God on my side and I know He’ll help me through all these problems. "Lord, help me to remember that nothing is going to happen to me today that You and I can’t handle together". Lord, help me and answer my prayers. Diary, please pray for me. Wait for my happy news. Might be a long time for now. I’m kinda dreading tomorrow’s school day. God be with me!!

4:30 pm
25/1/07

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